Recently I made some new, fabulous and fit friends! They invited me to join them in training for a fitness show. And I said yes!
I've been so stagnant in my motivation for weight loss and this was just the thing I needed to get me back at it again. I have a little under 6 months to get into fitness show condition, I have probably a good 60 pounds to lose to be lean enough for the show.
So I'm stepping up my workouts, I'm doing Turbo Fire still but I'm throwing in some self made strength training workouts.
I'm cleaning up my diet sooo much more, even more than it already was, and I'm counting my calories again. I had been doing 1800-2000 a day and now I'm doing 1400-1600, I've been doing Juice meals with my juicer two or 3 times a week and drinking Strawberry Shakeology every day.
I am so excited, and scared. Scared I won't lose enough in time, really scared because I have to lose 10 pounds a month! I'm scared of being in a bikini in front of so many people. Basically parading around in your underpants. Yes I KNOW my site is full of progress pictures of me in my underwear, however that's online, you don't have to see those people seeing you!
But despite all of my fears, I'm doing this, and I'm doing it for me.
I'm pushing through my fears and I'm going to finish transforming me into the girl I KNOW is underneath these last 60 pounds!